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“We’ve come so far to give up who we are”

I’m so tired of ALL the bullshit and meaningless things that happen in this world.

I want to give people the benefit of the doubt. Not because I have this perception of myself as being some sort of human-loving hippy, but because I want to live in an environment that society isn’t as fucked up as people say. I want to be able to see the good in this world.

I’m getting increasingly frustrated and annoyed when it comes to these egotistical and hypocritical christians.

Time to get my shit together. No Facebook. No Counter Strike. No more tumblr after this post. The only things I will allow myself to do its to study and exercise (including basketball). Goodbye Everyone.

I hate when I think I have a really good topic to write a blog about, but when I hit “add a text post” everything flies out of my head. I try to force making a great blog, but to no avail.

Exhibit A.

There are many things I’m thankful for in my life here are the top 3:

1. I’m thankful for God’s unconditional love. I’m that annoying kid that always messes up everything. I can be an extremely hateful person if not outwardly definitely within the confines of my own mind. I often judge people by how they dress, how they talk, and the acts that they’ve done. I’m the perfect example of imperfection. Yet God still loves me. He gives me something that I don’t truly deserve and by this I mean that I have done nothing to receive such a kind of love. It’s pretty mind-blowing.

2. I’m thankful for my family. My family always break their backs for me. They provide for me physically and spiritually. The love that they show me is really a glimpse of Christ’s love for me. It’s pretty damn amazing.

3. I’m thankful for the opportunity of obtaining an education. I stress and worry a lot about school. Sometimes i complain about how hard it is and how unfair certain professors are, or how stupid some exams were. At the end of the day, I need to start realizing that there are people out there that are more deserving of this education than I am deserving. I’m thankful that I can even be able to stress and worry about school whereas some people who are so intelligent don’t have this opportunity due, let’s say, financial reasons. I’m thankful that I have this opportunity.

Time to get back to studying. Happy Thanksgiving and remember to always count your blessings.

I am a fool

There’s something about that feeling where you’re getting owned, but still have that potential to obtain perfection that is so appealing. Think about it - a lot of people in life work hard to gain success. What happens after you reach it? I’ll let you know in about 5 weeks.